Just A Thought Today

so, i ask myself this ? everyday whats LOVE when LOVE doesnt do nothing but hurt u and make bad choices for u. Is LOVE when u LOVE a person to the deep deep roots of ur heart and the deep deep roots of ur heart is hurting from this on going LOVE for someone u LOVE who LOVES to hurt u...i mean we LOVE who we think we LOVE but LOVE is not really LOVE its a on goin feeling of pain that we cover up and call {LOVE }.Is tears LOVE or pain ? How can tears be LOVE when everytime we cry is when something hurts or when we lost something or something disappoints us..... can it be that we are so into findin someone to LOVE we forget wat LOVE truly is and that LOVIN someone is different than being in LOVE ......have u experienced being in LOVE findin that one who never hurts u or disrespects u and is in LOVE with who you really are ...i pray for that experience to come for that one person who understands my every need and LOVES me like i should be LOVED. I need that forgiven soul to share my experiences and secerts and wont judge me for past mistake 's. I believe LOVE is more that we think it is its behond LOVE i am waitin for whats Beyond LOVE ...For Now Love Dont Live Here